::not another chronicle::

2010-04-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

attended another fashion show today, for Just Cavalli this time. i was so excited at first when Jin said that i could go though i didnt help out this time :):) i didnt realise that my sis was actually watching the show from outside till she told me about it.

i shifted my table to louis's. im still trying to get used to the new position and dealing with being alone with my GM in the division. im just glad the world of sports guys are really friendly. I MUST PERSEVERE!! is that how u spell it? haha.

anyway.. i totally cannot wait for graduation :D i miss being a student.

2010-04-03T01:23:00.000-07:00

i feel lucky or should i say proud of myself when i read back on how much i used to worry about not being able to get the job i want. though it isnt my dream company, im still glad tt im not bumming around at home or doing shift jobs.

it took me 3 weeks to get a job. those 3 weeks were torturous esp knowing tt some of my friends have alrdy started working. i sent my resume every single day. the first interview i had pretty much broke my self esteem. so when i saw the advert by Bread & Butter, i knew i couldnt lose this chance. im glad Jin liked me.

i just got my first pay from working at B&B and im alrdy planning to leave this company. i feel a little angry at myself cos i know that this isnt me and i feel so pampered. but i do know that i wont be happy once louis leaves. i wanna be at a company where i can really learn to be a buyer. i wanna be earning more money than my friends who are going to further their studies. how now?

2010-02-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

after my paper today, i got a call from coffee club hr. gosh, they offered me a job as a management trainee. i accepted cos i felt so lost. hello. i just finished my paper. my last paper in tp! haha. i guess im still gonna send out my resume cos i really wanna be in the retail. gosh i dont wanna be stuck in f&b forever. Screening Room was for leisure, fun and extra pocket money. sianXZXZXZ.

hmm. b thinks its a good start. well. im only 20. this year is gonna be a good year for me. im no longer a student. and im confident that i wont be doing any sup paper. heehee.

im missing my friends already.

this is my fave photo. year 1 day was the best ever. we slacked so much.

this was taken in the proj room while andreas's grp was not discussing abt proj. haha. they booked a proj room to slack!

daniel daniel. i didnt know he's the president of rmt until today, last day of school. this boy is a really nice friend. though we dont hang out alot in school, i still feel that i can relate alot to him.

this was taken today :) its supposed to be andreas's proj grp photo,but he told me to join them in the photo. sweet :)

YEARS 1 DAYSSSS

my dearests celebrated my bday in advance. weird thing is andreas's whole family came down as well.

Vanessa's 17th birthday. i skipped class to get her the cake and sunflower :) me so sweet.

trip to ikea to kill time in between classes. love you girls to death!

all of us went down to dxo to support andreas for his dance competition and he emerged champion!

we were so adventurous. we wanted to look for a nice place to eat and we ended up here. :)

year 2 daysss.

this is a rare photo cos its so hard to get this guy out with us. its my bday. so i guess he 'show face'.

proud moment.

days when vanessa hanged out with my friends. we had so much fun! i miss those days.

chalet.

jas's bday. shisha and supper. the grp dynamic here is kindda weird.

welcome to taiwannnnnn!

year 3 dayssss.

prawning on vanessa's bday :) funnn! and my they are all super bimbos!

3.1 proj grp mates. im glad im not involved in the grp's conflict.

dimsum during hol. had a great time with all of them. and i enjoy disturbing chunleng and XueEr.

little bday celebration for sil at Ikea.

my lovely grp mates. they were really nice to me. cant wait to meet them tmr!

PerriOcean event. the only time when i really get to knw the rest of my classmates.

WE LOVE KUISHIN-BO!!!!! kuishinbo ladies night soon my dear girls!

2010-02-08T00:15:00.001-08:00

1/3 of test is done. entrepreneur paper wasnt that bad :)

today's silvia's birthday. lunched at Ikea for a mini celebration. hopefully she'll be free for us on thur :) missed hanging out with them. XueEr is nuts as usual.

thursday... last day of school. im gonna miss school so badly. miss having to drag myself to school and just socialising and laughing at ppl. haha.

have been feeling very pms-y with han the past few days. im just mad that he is always sleeping when we meet up. i guess i just sort of exploded in front of him on sunday. i couldnt take the boredom any longer. hate it hate it hate it hate it. i'll never share my troubles with u again! cos u make me feel worse.

cant believe cny is this sunday. time passes by so quickly. hopefully. i wont lose touch with my poly friends :/

ok. i better get on with studying for tmr's distribution channel!

2010-02-05T20:45:00.000-08:00

i woke up early today to meet up FJ for breakfast. such a breath of fresh air i tell u. its been so long since i sat down with someone and really pour out everything in my heart. though it was for less than 2 hours, i felt happy cos i finally stepped out of my house to meet my friend. and with that i decided to come up with a new year resolution though its two months too late.

1. Maintain a healthy lifestyle. get enough sleep and eat right! i need to start exercising! most dresses are too loose when they are suppose to be fitting. i hate it!!

2. Continue to be a family girl. have dinners with my family often. at the end of the day, they are the one who will be there for you no matter what happens. so cherish them!

3. Continue scouting for jobs! i aim to look for a full time job that i enjoy and offers me opportunity to upgrade!

4. Dont restrict myself to only han's grp of friends. though its only william and all. i should hang out with my own group of friends as i can turn to them whenever i have a bad day with han.

5. Learn to be secure in a relationship and dont get jealous easily. these are the reasons that always lead to a quarrel. but of course we should know our limits and know when to stand up for ourselves.

6. Spend whatever money i earn on myself. im not going to tell myself to save it for now. im 21 this year, an age where im supposed to enjoy. i will start to save only when i know the time is right. right now, i should be pampering myself and not on others cos its my hard earned money!!! go get that dress or bag. dont think for others! ok maybe think for others to a small degree. i hate it when ppl ask me why im always left with little money when i work so much. its my business, so dont irritate me with such questions.

7. learn to say no. and learn to stand up for myself. when i say i want it, i mean it! not telling myself 'aiya, forget it. i will do it someday, one day.. which i know is never'. but of course i know my limits. i know i wont behave unreasonably. haha.

8. Build up confidence. When you're told that you are ugly, they are just jealous or trying to bring you down. so dont cry in the toilet! instead, just roll your eyes at them and tell them they are uglier!

9. my hair is like grass. so when i start working again, i must go for treatment monthly. yes, i pay with my own money so dont complain.

10. Work hard. dont be a lazy ass. an example would be right now. im supposed to be studying for my end sem test. not blogging. so bye!

haha. so abrupt.

We've been together for more than 2 years now, lets cherish each other more than ever. we've been through so much ups and downs. from your graduation, to 2 years of army and you beginning your life in the working world. hopefully, you feel the same way as i am.

look at the patch of grass on my shoulder. refer to resolution point no 9.

2010-02-05T05:15:00.001-08:00

i went to school today for careers fair. feeling a little more hopeful than before. i used to get sleepless nights cos i was so worried abt not being able to get a job that i like when i graduate :(

anyway, i went to tampines1 topshop to get my cny clothes. i shop better alone and i conveniently bought 2 dresses then and there. im so glad i found something my size and to my liking :D

i feel like i've been trapped within the 4 walls in my room. when im not there, im either in school or over at han's house. han and i often meet after his work and he'll sleep real early and then he'll just send me home the nx morning before heading to work. he works on saturday as well. and we often stay at home during weekends. i dont mind this at all. but i just feel so out of touch with the outside world? there are so many things i wanna do and so many places that i wanna go to. i dont think i'll be able to fulfill that since i have planned to find a job asap.

sian ah. han just went to dine at a place i always wanted to go to. but i know he wont bring me there since he is the steamboat kind of guy. sian. im not a steamboat person at all. feeling more down than ever knowing that he went with his friends.

haiya. where are all my friends. i wanna just sit at starbucks or spinelli and just talk the whole day through like how i used to in secondary school.

2010-02-02T19:31:00.000-08:00

Why is dad a loser.
it was dinner time. i ordered a bowl of wanton noodle. dad thought that the portion was too big for me. he said i will not finish it. i made a bet of $50 with him that i will finish everything in that bowl. he agreed.
well of cos i almost gave up cos i havent been eating right the past few weeks. but i did it. and dad said i cheated!! he claimed he saw my sis eating my wanton! and he had photos to prove( he never showed me the photos)!!
:( i forced fed myself over nothing.

yesterday marks the end of FYP :) presentation was great. dom seah said he was impressed with our presentation. im so so so so glad. but i felt a little sad cos im gonna graduate and im gonna miss coming to school. my life in tp hasnt been very significant but i did enjoy myself and met a bunch of great people.

year 1 with andreas, silvia, vanessa and baoyi was the best. we were such slackers. if i could turn back time, i wouldve attended sch regularly and on time. times at andreas house was crazy as well. the mahjong sessions and stay-overs. and so much gossips! andreas is such a girl.

year 2 was the worse. i always left sch as soon as class ends. i dont even remember much of 2.2, i guess its cos i didnt bother much to socialise. i consumed myself with Gap, han and Screening Room. i rmb hanging out with vanessa alot after sch with our boyfriends. those days sure was fun. all the drinking and short trips to malaysia. what happened?!

year 3... 3.1 was all about collaterals. i felt more like a design student. flyers, posters and booklet for terra plana and yakun. up till today,im still very satisfied with my YaKun booklet. im glad i wasnt involved in our group conflict. haha. if not, siewguat wouldnt have called me up inviting me into their group. still, i feel bad about ditching jas and rayson. whats over is over. my new grp mates are great :)

3.2 was pretty intense. so many proj so little time. my group mates(siewyue, hazel, atiqah, kelvin and bervyn) are really nice. they make me feel so taken care of. esp siewyue. she makes me feel like im a little girl. haha. shes always telling me to eat more. and i love our business proposal as well. Think Tins. selling tins. or gong for that matter. haha. hopefully, we'll have a class gathering again. seoul garden the other time was not enough. it felt like i was dining with only yiyang when the whole class was there. yiyang was really nice too. its weird how i feel so comfortable with him when we dont even talk in class and we only started talking only during the perriocean event, if not i dont think i'll even talk to him. i was contemplating whether to just go to work after seoul garden or stayed on with yiyang to kill time cos i hate awkward silences. haha. but things went on so smoothly cos he talk so much, so unlike the yiyang i know in class.

test is next week and my life as a student ends there. how weird. its been 17 years of school and you're telling me now tt it will never come back to me agn?! :(

* ytd in the bus, a stranger showed me a message in his phone just before he alights. he said he thinks im cute. mwahaha. b always tell me im ugly. nx time, i'll just ignore b.

2010-01-30T02:13:00.001-08:00

fyp submission was ytd. i think we're screwed. siannnn.
hopefully presentation's gonna be good to save the whole thing.

haix. b and i are on calm waters now. which is really nice.
we went on a short road trip with his colleagues to Kulai last saturday. after that trip, i realised how slow b's car really is. haha. anyway, im glad b's colleagues are nice to him. they all seem to treat him like a little boy. funny to see him getting disturbed by his friends cos its usually b who disturbs others.

i havent been working. and im surprisingly still surviving well. ok. not really cos i cant shop and i havent been eating proper meals. :(

im so bored now... which is why im blogging here. i believe b is the only person who reads this still. :)

cny is coming. im only excied about the money im gonna get :) but i have no freaking idea what im gonna do without school. and ive been so lazy to socialise but contradicting the fact that i actually really really miss sitting at Starbucks and just chat the day away. hmm. how u tell me. i feel like just lay in bed with b the whole day and just stare at his face. we would talk about nonsense and a little about our future. i may even sing him a song.

ok gotta stop rambling. imma watch teen mom now.

2009-12-02T04:26:00.000-08:00

my heart feels numb. we fight so much tt i feel like just giving up and lead a new life.

i yearn so much for you to just care for me and just be a listening ear when im down or lonely. but you're never there all the time. infact, you reject me and make me feel worse.

everyone i love is worried about me. but you're never the one.
your friends are your priority and im never the one who's closest to you despite all that we've been through. it hurts so bad and you simply dont care.

2009-11-27T08:55:00.000-08:00

its been a gazillion years since i added an entry.
i almost forgot about this dying blog till i came across hazel's.

its been 3 months. cant believe the year is coming to an end again.
SIP is over and done with and now im gonna be a regular at Screening Room again.

These 3 months have been a huge roller coaster ride for me.
There are days when i want to just shut myself out from everyone. Just skip work and cry myself to sleep. i need my confidence booster to build me up again. :(

SIP was so-so. it was nice being back there in Gap VivoCIty again, meeting new people and getting to know those whom i've worked with even better like wendy and munir. im so glad to have ah ber and munir in gap cos they make me laugh all the time. gonna miss these 2 boys so badly.

SIP made me see everything so clearly. All these absence from me and b just make me realise how fragile i can be. i have no confidence in him, myself and us. i wish everything was simple and straight forward.

cant believe school is gonna start next week. its too fast. i wish i had more time for myself. the only place for me to have fun is at work in Screening Room. sucks to be me sometimes.

i feel lonely. the weird thing is, i have no mood to socialise and do all these catching-ups with friends. :(

2009-09-01T07:19:00.000-07:00

its sch holidays now, im gonna work as much as i can before SIP starts. its weird how i enjoy working. i know han hates it. but dude, im really sorry for spending so much time at work. you do know i need the money, right? im sorry for treating you coldly for the past few weeks. my bad!

anyhow. im so thankful that Gad pulled me out of Guess and into Gap!!! Guess is the last place in FJ Benjamin that i wanna be in. i totally dont look like a Guess girl. Gad thought so too. haha. i look like a kid, i know.
11 weeks of long hours in gapvivo..

i cant wait for next monday and the months to follow. im finally gonna do something i always always wanted to do. :)

2009-07-06T08:30:00.000-07:00

My friend Nicholas passed away a few days ago. i wasnt really close to him but his passing impacted me alot.

He's the boy with the bowl shape hair and cute whispy voice.

i dont know if i still wanna have my internship in Gap. everything is just so different now that everyone is no longer there.

hmm. Im sure FuChun will look after Nicholas up there. and hope that they'll both get to meet Michael Jackson.

Rest In Peace, Nicholas, FuChun and Michael Jackson.

2009-04-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

i finally caught Factory Girl. Edie Sedgwick is so pretty. love her style.
its such a pity that her life ended so early.

1960s just seem so fun.

sidetrack...

last saturday, we tried to get into JB again. so, we were at the custom, and because william is indonesian, he had to produce his ic. and guess what. he couldnt find it and accused zoan of losing it cos she kept his passport since the previous sat when we went jb.

hahha.

so of cos, we didnt get to go jb. we went for a car wash after tt cos william's car is filthy inside out! and guess who found his cards.
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ME! hahah. and guess where i found it. at the driver's seat!!! haha. zoan was so wronged. and they blamed bb cos he was the driver on both occasions. funny how they didnt spot william's cards in between the saturdays.

later that night, we dined at soup resaurant. the potato leaves they served looked totally like kangkong.

b booked in on saturday night cos he had guard duty the next day. i was so bored at home. well, i gotta thank sarah chan for sharing someone's blog link. heehee. entertained me the whole night.

2009-04-21T06:06:00.000-07:00

i've been researching abt the year 2012 on google. they say that 2012 is the end of the world. and there're these scientist talks abt sunspots killing our source of electricity and stuff. all of these just make me go white and giddy.

haiyer. having lost a friend is horrible enough. haiiyyyyerr. 2012. thats just 3 years from now. im gonna spend these 3 years wisely. i should not spend my afternoons watching spongebob. i should treasure and spend more time with family and friends and khaihan. i thought abt fulfilling one little wish and tts producing little amelia/khaihan. but then again, i wouldnt want my baby to suffer.. so. i'll probably be a mummy after 2012, thats if we're still ard.

hmm. somehow, this blog entry makes me sound like a bimbo.

i dont care.

in this post, i want all of my loved ones to know how much i love and treasure them.

kim khai han. i love you. i love you so much. i've never loved any other boy this much before. i feel really lost w/o you. even though we quarrel quite frequently, i know deep inside me, you're still my beloved bb. no amt of words can sum up my feelings for you. i dont even know why i like you. but loving somebody doesnt need a reason. we discussed about what we have in common. our answer was nothing. i thought abt it.. if it's nothing, this relationship wouldnt have go on for almost 2 years and we wouldnt have enjoyed ourselves so much being tgt doing something or nothing at all.

my family. i've got the best parents and siblings in the world. we are not very well off, but we are living a comfortable life and our house is often filled with laughters and love. i can tell my parents anything in the world. i can tell my mom and dad abt my friends, work, school, thoughts, feelings..... and the best part is that they LISTEN. my siblings too. i know i can depend on them. they are all generous and fun. :)

relatives. i have so many relatives. tts cos my gma has 11 kids. well, if i have to pick only a few, they would definately be, aunty gina, uncle jeffrey and cousin racheal, jermain, shaun, and little ayden and isabelle. you guys are so funny. big big hugs for you guys. i love my granny and ah gong too. it just saddens me to see ah gong getting skinnier and skinnier.

my friends.
i have a number of close friends. in secondary sch, i met lovely sarah and lovely hazel. we are still pretty close now. hazel is like a big sister i look up too. im proud of her cos she stands up for herself :) sarah chan! my dearest sarah. i got a confession to make. sarah, you are my best friend. i can tell you everything in the world. everything!!!
poly friends. honestly, among vanessa, silvia, jasmine... the person i feel most comfortable with is andreas. bb, i want you to know tt between me and andreas, there's totally no weird chemistry between me and him ok. i see him totally as a friend, he's almost like a girl. and he has a nice gf too :) ok anyway, i can talk about girly stuff to him and he totally understands which is really nice. and he totally gets my jokes and when i make jokes on him, he knows its just for the name of fun.

there're many other whom i really treasure.. zoan, vanessa, pps friends, jon, enling tzepin and many more.
haiya. thats it for today. i should learn not to be paranoid. being ignorant is good sometimes. why did mummy show me the newspaper article. damn.

2009-03-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

working in Gap was the best thing that happened to me. i met people who changed my life and people who made me laugh and there were those who were always there for me.

in the 2 years of working in gap, the happiest period for me is definately when Fuchun became our supervisor. No doubt at all.

i rmb always taking videos while at work. we always fooled around in the storeroom. Ah Bee was always getting scolded by Fuchun. haha.
Fuchun, Jon, Yuwei, Ah Bee, Alex, Gwen, Tzepin and i always appeared in those vids.

i rmb having the best crabs tgt with fuchun, jon, tzepin and enling. and even though i was so full after that, i still had durians with them :) that was one of my best dinners, maybe cos of the company.

and even though i hardly worked, fuchun, jon and roy still met up with me and treated me to dinner on my birthday.

when i was super troubled with relationship matter, fuchun was always, always, always there for me. he always sent me long messages through friendster giving me his thoughts and always supported me when im down. while at work, he'll whisper into my ear, telling me to check my friendster inbox. :)

its such a pity that we have all left gap. going back to work in gap will never be able to replace those fun time we all had with fuchun being our supervisor.

all i wish is that we spent more time tgt. and going back to the super nice peppery crabs place just once more. but i guess, that will never happen ever again.

why do we only start cherishing when one has departed?
FuChun Aka DaBian. i love you. rest in peace. you'll always be in my mind.

2009-03-20T02:26:00.000-07:00

i just checked my BMI and its 16.2. my bones must be really light. my dream phone is helping me lose weight. i cant wait till i own xperia. after getting it, im gonna eat like im a starving fat girl. so silvia will stop telling me that my tiny body is making my head looks bigger.

i worked for 4 days this week. and i served only 3 tables in these 4 days. somehow, i feel like im jinx-ing the restaurant. haha. when i answer a phone call, its customers telling me that they wanna cancel their reservation. :(

im feeling hungry... and im irritated that han is spending time with his army friends after booking out! our time spent together is decreasing every week.

2009-03-15T20:49:00.000-07:00

honeyyy.

i dont know why i have been feeling so sticky towards you everytime you book out. hope you dont mind.

i cried a little when you were going back to camp :(

i wish that your army days will be over soon. then we can meet whenever we want to and not only on weekends.

today's monday. 4 more days to friday = you :)

2009-03-01T22:56:00.000-08:00

i have been using my current phone for abt 14 months. time for a change!!
i thought xperia x1 is super nice. but its so expensive!!! close to 900 dollars.

then, my sis and han suggested nokia e63. i really like it alot. and its so much more affordable. im gonna get it, if i can find one :)

ok. sidetrack abit.

im in the mood of sharing a little abt what i like.

cant stop playing this in youtube. its my all time fave..

and this too.. my fave singer and i think this is one of her best performances :)

i like my litlle sketches. hahaha. thick skin abit. ehh. i've nv learnt drawing before.

this is how i started to enjoy drawing.
you see. when i was in sec 4, i started being fans of some super models and i started collecting advertisements with them in it. i pasted some of my fave ones on my walls. im surprised that mom and dad didnt complain. infact, they asked me to do the same for angelia's wall.

anyways. i was stuyding at home. and i was stoning as usual cos i was tired from studying. i started picking up my pencil and started doodling.
and these are my first few attempts. their arms look weird i know.

and then, somehow, i stopped drawing. untill a few months back when i felt bored at home. i started drawing again.

then, daddy and sis asked me to draw them too.

and here's some random photos that i like.

okay. i should be preparing for work now. i will be working like crazy this week. here's my scedule for this week.

mon: 6pm at the restaurant
tue: 930am at mom's office
wed: 930 to 5 at mom's office & 6pm at restaurant
thu: 930 to 5 at mom's office & 6pm at restaurant
fri: 930 to 5 at mom's office & 6pm at restaurant

2009-02-25T02:32:00.000-08:00

Han has been telling me that i haven't been updating for a long time. the thing is, im just lazy to and i don't even think there is anybody other khai han who is reading this anymore.

so dear dear, this is for you ok. tsk so sweet. i even bothered to change the template. hee.
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b, i know you know that i dread it everytime you cook. cos i have to do all the washing and wiping and clearing. but you know, on the inside, i feel glad that i have a bf who enjoys cooking and that his dishes are not bad...

okay la.

very nice ok.
haha. i love all the prawns, fishes and crabs that you steamed for me to eat. yummy. :)

i enjoy our one to one time together, w/o william, hanjie....
i love cuddling with you on bed. feels so nice and close to you. umm. sometimes when we wrestle too. but!! i hate it when this wrestling game gets too rough. i think you always somehow forget that im a girl. a petite little girl. haha.
oh oh.
one thing i hate the most is when our wrestling game turn into a saliva smearing thing. yeck. super disgusting ok. :S

thank you for always bringing me to places i've never been to before, like Marina South Pier, qian hu, xing heng's amazing house/roof, the little trips to jb, inviting me to pulau tekong for 3 times and recently, Marina Barrage. i even dream to have our solemnisation held at Marina South Pier. heehee.

long kang fishing at qian hu

amazing view from xingheng's roof.

even more amazing night view from xingheng's sisters' room.

in your daddy's car to jb..

my 3rd time to pulau tekong for your first day of ns.

my 4th time for your POP

my 5th time for boonchao's first day of ns.

marina barrage.

You also got me to try stuff i've nv done before too..

going up on Singapore Flyer..

travelling for the first time w/o family...

drinking in a freezing environment... and also match making(a sucess) at the same time...

bringing a guy to my gma's and gpa's places on the first day of cny for the first time...

introducing me to shisha...

sitting on a bike...

joining a convoy...

and drinking till i puke for the first time...

i also appreciate the gifts that you got me

ok. i know this is weird. i dont even think you rmb. but you bought this phone for my family cos the previous one was faulty and you couldnt stand it every time we talk on the phone and the wire gets loose.

you got me the handphone casing from jb cos cash(pet dog) chewed on the previous rubber casing(which was also from you).

you bought me this pretty vodka bottle and purple lamp when you went to thailand with will and xh.

you bought me the adidas and puma shoes. they are my favourites.

we got this in genting. its a chinese poem with our names in it. so romantic.. hee.

you got me this lovely bracelet last valentine's. i wear it everyday w/o fail now. i feel naked w/o it.

this is an interesting gift. a limited edition key chain you got me when you went bkk with your army friends. we both have one each. but i got this feeling that you lost yours. hmm.

you bought me this perfume cos you like the smell. sweet :)

you got me this cute bag. im sorry that i dont carry it often. but i do like it ok :)

you bought me 3 pairs of contact lens. i thought it was really sweet of you...

you got me this camera for valentine's/ i totally didnt expect this from you at all. i love you.

behbeh. there are so many other things that you did and gave me. im sorry for makigg you angry at times. but from the bottom of it all, you know i love you right. hee. :)

2008-11-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

past few weeks have been pretty fun with b, van and hanjie :)

last sat, we were supposed to go night safari. ended up elsewhere instead. we went to minds cafe. played a couple of pretty fun games. i dont mind going back there again. cos its healthy for body and mind. :D
and we headed down to Ambrosia for shisha cos we didnt know where else to go. we got hungry so we had dimsum at geylang as usual.

the next day, we met up for dinner at east coast for carl's junior. headed down to clark quay cos hanjie gotta meet his friend for ABT 30 MIN, he claimed. meanwhile, b, van and i just travelled ard singapore thinking of where to hang out. we went to so many places, double o, timbre, roomful of blues, brewerkz... they were either closing or closed. so to sum up, our night was pretty horrible and we wasted so much petrol.
at abt 1am, hanjie finally finally came back to meet us. he was super drunk and still wanted to go phuture. im so glad we didnt. cos.... he freaking puked all his 'free flow of champagne' in his GBB711. it smelled so awful in the van. b then decided to dump him in Hotel81 for the night.

muahaha. b has nv been so nice before. he even helped him to send his GBB711 for a carwash. a major carwash at geylang. haha. it was such an adventure, cos it was abt 3am. and b was telling van that prostitutes may knock on hanjie's hotel door to offer special services. and as usual, she believed him. -_-

my angelic bb promised van that we'll go down to the hotel the next morning. haha. van didnt sleep well at all as predicted. she said she could hear prostitutes and policemen talking outside. hahahaha. and the van still smelled horrid of champagne and hanjie's half digested beef patty.
we had our breakfast at ssc and thats where we ended our week's adventure there.

it was van's 18th bday on wed. had a nice filling dinner at kuishinbo with sheena and ofcos the bday girl. i always wanted to go down to kuishinbo. i lovvvee the hokkaido crabbyyyyy. juicy and sweet :)

well sadly. the 4 us didnt celebrate halloween. we went to zouk the next day though. it was pretty shiok. cos hanjie's big shot friend got us in foc. and we had free brandy and whiskey at the members area. we didnt spend a single cent that night. $D but we ended the night early :( hanjie had stuff to do the next day. b didnt wanna head home to sleep and he even suggested that we all come to my house for vodka. wthhhh

there's no photo at all. cos they are all in van's camera. will upload once i got em :)

2008-10-22T22:54:00.000-07:00

i have work tonight. and im feeling nervous as usual.
gwen has been complaining to me about how she feels that fnb is not her thing. well, i feel the same way too.
but i dont intend to quit anytime soon cos i gotta save up.
save up for christmas, save up for my bf's bday present, save up for valentine's day, save up for cny's clothes though mummy is gonna give me some money. but you know, the more money i have in my pocket, the more fun shopping gets :)

and one main reason i gotta continue working is cos im going to taipei :D :D :D im so excited just thinking abt it. im going with my fellow retail mates. we're going there for our merchandise buying trip. yay. so exciting. cant wait to shop and im sure we're gonna have so much fun.

muahahaha. im finally going somewhere further away from malaysia. :)

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so ytd, i went down to town with my girlies. vanessa, silvia and andreas. andreas is a boy for your info. but he's like our girlfriend. they're so fun to be around with. :)

after walking ard for a couple of hours, andreas left us cos her gf came down. and she's really shy. so :( they didnt join us. well, we joined hanjie for dinner at dingtaifung. then, over to bakerzin for dessert. it was only 9pm then, so we caught ROCKNROLLA. we thought it was a pretty good movie.

ellen degeneres is on star world now. gonna ciao after uploading some photos.

daddy's birthday. he put on his favourite liverpool jersey for a couple of min just for the 'photoshoot'.

mommy's birthday. aunty's too. they are twins :)

2008-10-20T08:46:00.000-07:00

i just got back from work at Screening Room. and im feeling super bloated now.
today was an easy night cos we had 0 customer. woohoo. so, since we were so free, my manager asked my supervisor to test me on keying in the food orders and table settings. and for every wrong answer, i had to drink a cup of espresso or coffee. i ended up drinking 2 cups of expressos and 1 cup of coffee. haha. i felt like vomitting :(

anyway. today is the first day of the second semester. i was excited abt going back to school. but! i dread going to class. really. i dont know why i still dont like this class of mine. i just dont feel at ease or be myself when im with my new classmates. miss my year 1 mates so much. Vanessa, Silvia and Andreas...

and i kindda got irritated by a few ppl in class today. well, we were supposed to get into groups for our projects. i thought it was gonna be easy cos projects went smoothly last year. but. there was this group of girls who wanted us to split so they can form a new group with 2 of my members. wth. i was so pissed. why should they make their problem our problem. they expect me and jasmine to join this group of 3 members. but. i dont even know them. thats so selfish :(

im so glad herman worked things out for us.

anyway, lets not talk about school.

my holiday wasnt that bad. i spent alot of time with my bf and family :)

i went kite flying with my family. it was fun :)

i dont feel like blogging anymore cos i feel like vomitting. i think its the coffee. but i have been feeling this way everyday since last week after i kena high fever. and i weigh 39kg :) yay!

2008-09-17T11:06:00.000-07:00

b had one week block leave last week. and we went genting :) tgt with leon and his friend.

i just got back from work and its 2:15am. so i'll just let photos do the talking.

talking abt work. i've got a new job, introduced by gwen. well, she kindda dragged me in. Screening Room. its a restaurant cum theater cum bar. at club street. its a whole new experience for me. its my first time working in the f&b line. yea. i still get nervous everytime i go to work. colleagues there are nice. hmm. i still hope Gap calls me back. cos i miss everyone there. i miss working there too even though it can get real boring sometimes.

hmm. tue was Mr. William Salim's 22nd bday. so i skipped work for him. muahaha. dinner at roland. didnt even touch the crabs. cos i was super full by the time the crabs were served. all of us headed down to Lunar after that. didnt drink much cos i wasnt in the mood to drink. and bb was sober for once. haha. everybody thought he'll be the first to gg. haha.

2008-08-31T07:11:00.000-07:00

bb and i went for the Vivo Vespa 2008 gathering yesterday.
the meeting place was at kallang mac carpark. when we reached there, the both of us felt pretty uncomfortable. cos we didnt know anybody there. and b's vespa was the one and only model there. gtv250 :)

when everyone has arrived, we started the convoy.
this was the most exciting part for b and i. there were so many vespas riding on the road together and we captured so much attention. haha. what a feeling man.

our final destination was at Tepak Sireh.

enjoy the following photos :)

we played games. pretty fun. i kindda dreaded it at first. but it turned out good :)
all of these just makes me feel like getting a vespa for myself too. but i dont think i can even reach the ground. haix.

2008-08-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

bb is finally back from thailand!!! and he finally got his vespa :) GTV250 :):)

the night he collected his bike, we met up with van and hanjie. we went to clifford pier and the bar was closed yet again.

if you look close enough, you can see that its dear and vanessa on the bike.

we watched Meet Dave at leisure park after that. dear slept on most parts. haha.

we had breakfast at beach road the next day and we got caught in the heavy rain. thats one bad thing abt riding a bike. :(
anyhow, after bathing, we got caught in the rain again!
it was my grandma's birthday and we had dinner some nice restaurant.
and isabelle was super adorable that night.

2008-08-13T02:42:00.000-07:00

i havent felt so angry and insulted for a long time.

>:(

im so glad i have such great parents.
cant wait for dear to come home.
cant stop myself from feeling angry its driving me nuts.

2008-07-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

i think b should already be in the plane going to thai now :(
and i miss him already. haix. my bday w/o him. so sad.
i miss hazel and sarah too.

come back soon dear dear!! hope you dont get into any trouble :(

2008-07-23T03:07:00.000-07:00

its so irritating. imageshack refuses to show my marilyn monroe background in my blog. or is it just my notebook?

anywayyyyy
after going through a couple of hiccups in our relationship, i realise that i cant live without my bf. i always feel lost and aimless when im without him after a fight. i feel weak having said that. cant believe im one of those girls who are so dependent on their boyfriends.

b will be leaving for thailand next thursday for half a month! im sure his absence will make me stronger. but the thought of him not being able to celebrate my bday with me is killing me :( dammit. i hate and am sick of army life. i cant wait for him to get over with ns.

2008-07-08T09:29:00.000-07:00

a little of what i did over the weekends...

2008-06-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

i cant wait to meet bb for dinner tmr.
have been feeling down for a couple of days. :( really hope to see bb soon. to cheer myself up. love him so much. even though we have a few misunderstandings and quarrels here and there, i feel that these are the things that bring us closer, understand and cherishing him more.

anyway. time past quite quickly at work today. folding all the way. william and zoan dropped by gap today :) william was being his usual irritating self. haha.

had a good chat with roy on the way home. he's a nice boy :)
talking to him made me think of bb and i. im so glad my relationship with b is pretty good :) just hope that roy gets enough sleep. haha.

2008-06-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

so after work today, i went down to town with girlfriend.
she was looking for black flip flops cos she got into top 12 for the singtel grid girls competition. im really really proud of her. i dont know how to support her cos i cant vote or whatever. but if you really wanna support, you can go down to dempsey road to support the girls doing some charity work.. car washing. hahah. i really cannot imagine hazel.... ok anyway we also hunted for sarah chan's bday present. hee.

we just celebrated hazel's bday last saturday at sushi tei with bernard and my dearest :)
and this photo was taken after the dinner. sarah and i had a fun time writing bday messages for hazel. right, sarah? anyway, its so difficult to meet up with sarah. the both of us always seem to be so busy. and i always meet hazel w/o sarah. damn.

before the litlle gathering that day, bb and i accompanied boonchao to pulau tekong for his bmt. and even though it was my fifth time there, it was my first time touring the place with bb. i had a good time with him :)

im starting to miss khai han already. its nice that he got to book out for awhile last night. waited for him at amk for so long!!!! but it was worth the wait :) the little things that he does makes me feel loved.

2008-06-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 10am to bathe yesterday.
when i was done bathing, i walked to my room thinking of how much i miss my baby.
and on my bed, i saw my favourite boy!!!!! i was so super dooooper happy to see khaihan sleeping on my bed looking so comfortable like a baby. his clothes and bag were all sprawled on the floor. he told me he was dead tired. he came to my house straight from malaysia. and the journey took him abt 2 hours.

when he woke up, we watched the dvd and the breakfast that he bought. love him so much that i wanted to kidnap him from army.

we took a bus to his house after that. i love bus journeys with b compared to when he drives. anyway, we went to orchard to hunt for his wallet but didnt get any. almost got the bally one though.

oh oh. we went to xh's house and he brought us up to the roof top!! it was so exciting :) and i didnt even know that b has phobia of heights. hahaha. his expression was hilarious.

really nice view :)

stayed over at b's house that night. and he sleep taked as usual. haha. what, soya bean. hahah
sleep talking is like a nightly thing that b does. its so funny. i'll always tell him "b, you're sleep talking again"
then he'll always reply "no im not sleep talking. you dont understand one." hahahha!
and everytime when i tell him abt it in the morning, he'll be like, 'really?'. hahah.

anywayy. we woke up at 6am. and his dad drove us to jooseng for nice breakfast :)
when i reached home, i just drop dead on my bed for a few hours till my dad woke me up to prepare for work.
work wasnt that bad today. i'll let photos do the talking.

Its roy's birthday. i'll describe him as the irritating freakingly tall and skinny boy with the curly hair in gap. yes. he is very irritating! end off with one scary photo of him.

2008-06-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a pretty long day.
woke up pretty early to meet up bb's parents and will and xh. and i still CANNOT believe uncle didnt know that he was supposed to fetch me! wtf. im so lucky that aunty spotted me. made me look like such a loser!!

anyway, after breakfast, we headed down to khatib camp for b's graduation. he looked so happy. william and uncle too. they took quite alot of photos with the big guns.

after the ceremony, we slacked at b's house before they left for desaru.
and took one photo after sending me home.

went to ikea with my family after that. i have been craving for the meatballs there for days.
we went down to ps later for our dinner there. love my family <3

had a great time with them yesterday. my parents are so funny.

i super miss my boyfriend. but im glad i have my colleagues to keep me company after work today. we ate so much!!!!! 6 crabs, durians and coconut. food makes me happy. esp when im hungry. i didnt have my breakfast nor lunch before dinner. so you can imagine how happy i was tonight. here's a photo of jon to end off this entry.

(he's supposed to give that orgasmic expression)

2008-06-05T09:05:00.000-07:00

im sorry that i didnt talk to you nicely over the phone. but i cant help thinking that we're not gonna be spending more time together.
i always look forward to weekends. but you werent here with me last weekend. neither will you be here with me this weekend. i feel so horrible.

2008-06-05T08:33:00.000-07:00

you called just now and said that you'll be going to thailand for 19 days 2 months later. and thats august period. thats like my birthday. thats so fucked up :( i know its army and you do not have a choice at all. but still.. 19 days is almost a month! 7 days is already a torture to me and let alone 19 freaking days. i know this sounds stupid but seeing my friends meeting their boyfriends almost everyday makes me real jealous. it'll be so nice if i could meet you whenever i want to.
and also.. you told me that you may be going to cambodia with xh before that. i know you've invited me. but i dont know if i really wanna skip school for it. i dont wanna come back from the trip and not knowing whats happening in class when i return. and i was quite irritated that you're going to malaysia with xh and william this weekend. i know yet again that you've invited me. but i somewhat co-planned a meeting with my friends this sunday and skipping it will make me feel like an asshole.
its so tiring missing you everyday.

2008-06-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

kimkhaihan!
im so happy that we're still in this together. and that this journey is smooth sailing. love you so much!!!
i just wish that we could spend more time together. serving ns is such a bummer.
i'm really happy that we got to spend a few hours tgt last night. so precious. felt that we have not met for an eternity.
how i wish you're here with me right now...

2008-05-29T16:53:00.000-07:00

khaihan i miss you so much!!
this morning started off so horribly. i wish you were here.

2008-05-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

im getting sick of your army life. i know you have to go through it no matter what. but im getting used to not having you around me. and that isnt a good sign!
i hate to go through the usual sunday nights when we part and have to wait for so long to be tgt again. its still a long way to go before you ord. i hope i can pull through it.

2008-05-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

i hate it when you use surf the internet for so long cos i feel neglected. and sometimes, the things that you do or say makes me wanna kill you. but.. i still love you at the end of the day.

2008-04-21T00:02:00.000-07:00

18th april
had a super bad flu. so i didnt go to work. hee. my eyes got swollen too :(
but seeing bb made me feel better.
urggggh. that sentence gave me goosebumps.
haha. had dinner with b's parents then met up with william and zoan. caught the forbidden city at leisure park.

19th april.
had angmoh wanton mee with b's parents for breakfast. super duper yummy. my fave!!
supposed to go jb with b, but joined will and zoan again. met them up at will's resort house at pasir ris. the house is furnished unlike xh's lavendar house. super comfortable there.

the 4 of us had dinner at goldenmile. bb loved it. cheap and good. :)
brought zoan to get her mc at boonkeng then we caught a movie at leisure park again. watched doomsday. b likes it :)

20th april.
b woke me up early today :( was so sleepy
after washing up, we went straight to jb and had good breakfast :)
b got a haircut and bought me a new casing for my phone. love you b, ok.
when we returned, went to leisure park again!!!
but for a short while. cos zoan left her book in b's car.
went home and we watched p.s. i love you while we had our dinner.
sent me home at 9 plus then he booked in again :( 2 and a half days is totally not enough.

2008-04-14T17:15:00.000-07:00

life is back to gap days again.
have been working every week days and saturday.
im gonna earn as much money as possible so b and i can enjoy our trip to thailand. probably with william and zoan too :)

bb booked out on friday and we had dinner with william and zoan at geylang. im so happy that william finally brought zoan to his house :) anyway, we went to leisure park after that for a little arcading and movie.
stayed over at b's house as usual and woke up early the next morning for work.

took a bus down to william's house after work and waited for the guys to come back from their trip to the grocery store. then we prepared for the bbq later and mostly slacked around and watched simpsons at william's house.

the bbq wasnt bad. a little get together :) we went home quite early. b and i slacked at home the whole of sunday and we talked about how we started things out. its nice being around with b every moment when he books out. cant get enough of him. im still amazed how much things have changed over the year.

2008-03-29T00:55:00.000-07:00

came back home not long ago from 12hours of work.

and bb is enjoying himself with his friends now.

:(

and now, im waiting for my baby boy to come to my house.

haix. and i have to work atleast once every weekend. this is the reason why i didnt wanna work. cos i wanna spend time with han.

:(

2008-03-25T18:58:00.000-07:00

my stomach is growling so much i can faint right now. im so hungrry.

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anyway.. last saturday night, i went out on a triple date again :)
after steamboat at bb's house, the both of us, hanjie&vanessa and william&zoan went to a bar at boatquay to drink. that was the first time i drank so much. im the worst drinker there. william ordered 4 bottles of martell. bb and i were so drunk tt we puked. unglam. i cant wait for van to send me all the photos :)

finally saw what bb is like when he's really drunk. nearly freaked me out. im so glad hanjie&vanessa were there for me.

but that crazy night made me love and cherish bb even more.

woke up in the afternoon the next day and we went to katong village to meet william&zoan at her work place. hanjie&vanessa joined us later. and the 3 couples went to leisure park for sushi.

i miss b already.
and papers are finally finally over. slacking and lazing around without guilt feels so good.

2008-03-17T09:21:00.000-07:00

last week with b was pretty good :D

it was his sis's rom last thursday and b got to book out. pretty exciting.

and i went to andreas's dance concert on friday. he looked so happy on the stage. and he sounded so happy when he called me after the concert. im really proud of him :) too bad for his knees though.

dearest b fetched me to his house after the concert and i stayed over as i do every weekend.

saturday was so fun. had double date again. han and i, hanjie and van. we went to jb. traffic was a killer. and when we finally finally reached, they got bb his dream cap. he's a satisfied boy now :) bb then treated all of us to nice seafood dinner. lovelovelove the crayfish.
got a carwash later and hanjie had chicken rice. after the heavy dinner!
returned to singapore and picked william and his gf zoan up. triple dates :D
we caught step up2. bb loves the movie. really nice choreographing.

supper at some place called 511 after tt. hanjie ate so much again!!! 3 bowls of different kinds of noodle. minced meat noodle, meesua and hokkkien mee. on top of it, he also had chicken wings and satay!!!!!!! and he still wanted dessert!

sunday was just relaxed day for bb and i. hmm. and we'll be seeing each other only on sat :( gonna miss him big time.

went to town with van and sil after sup revision today. had a good time with them. van and i are so glad that, we have our bfs and william had his zoan. cos double/triple dates are always fun :)

2008-03-02T22:28:00.000-08:00

b booked out on thursday. so i met up with him straight after he books out and i stayed over as usual.

we watched Jumper with his army friends on friday. his company booked the theater and the theater was filled with army boys.

after the movie, we met up with van and hanjie at singaporeswimmingclub. then bb brought us to have wanton mee for dinner. b always know where to bring us for nice food.
:)

we went ambrosia after that for shisha. it was my first time going to the top level. so much cleaner up there, though you hafta pay 10% more.
we stayed there for quite some time and we went to eat again after that. we ate so much! we had dim sum and durians at geylang. the durians were fantastic :D

han's dad drove us to malaysia for a short while. we had really nice brunch there. superbly good food. then his dad brought us to pray after that. the monk said that bb and i are good for each other :)

after the trip, we met up with xingheng to prepare for the steamboat at his penthouse later. we had it at his super big balcony. love it! could see the ferris wheel and from the living room, you can see the s'pore stadium. my dream house...

and today, b and i pretty much just lazed around at home the whole afternoon and we had dinner at newton with his folks.

and b's booking out on tuesday :) :)

2008-02-27T22:39:00.000-08:00

its holiday for me already.
apparently i didnt do very well for my courseworkssss.
hmm. im just not meant for poly. not a study-er.
i guess im just really lazy. bleahhh.

i cant wait to meet b tonight. and our little runaway trip to cameron highland next week.

met up with my poly babes last sunday to study. met up with my han and han j after tt for supper at simpang.
after simpang, han j went to keng an mc. and we went changi village after tt.
i had a great time with all of em. and after a ride from han j, i feel tt my bb's a very safe driver.

okay. im off to watch juno now.

2008-02-18T23:59:00.000-08:00

bb and i have disagreements all the time. but im glad we always overcome those silly problems.

and now im saving up for our trip to cameron highland. so excitinnngggg :]

bbbbb. i know i'll be sitting on your left when you read this. and that makes me blush all the time. i just want you to know that i love you so much. i enjoy sitting on your van(genuine). and next time when we have a house, we'll have a room dedicated for your collection of caps yea. all the caps will only be the limited edition ones :]

and b, thanks for everything you've done for me and spending ALL your time with me when you book out.

...over a period of 15 months. we'll have such a long way more to go...

2008-02-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

bb and i celebrated valentine's yesterday.
i didnt expect anything from him cos he has no time to get anything.
so anyway, he brought me to a pier at marina south last night to chill. really nice view there. and he gave me a tiffany bracelet :D it was a really nice surprise.
he was ultra sweet that night :)

and i got him a cap that he really likes. i didnt give him a surprise or whatever. so i was kindda disappointed with myself.
anywayy. he really likes the cap, Normadic X Clot. and seeing him happy makes me happy too. there are only 20 of this cap in S'pore and this is the third last one. so i guess, all is good.

and this is his other favourite cap, Subcrew X The Hundreds.

and today's the first time BB brought me to Malaysia. it was pretty exciting.

2008-02-11T01:00:00.000-08:00

first day of CNY
visited my grandparents.
i got bored, so i met up bb at his house. his parents were getting ready to leave for msia, leaving the whole house to us. :D :D :D
headed down to william's house to slack for abit before we left for amk hub for fish and co :)
went back to william's house to decide on how we should spend our night. and we went mos with hanjie and vanessa. i had a really good time. and im sure the rest did too. best cny so far.

bumped into zirong outside mos. haha. sheena and christelle joined us and all of us headed down to bb's house at 4plus am.

Second day of CNY
Woke up at ard 1 and we visited bb's ah ma. she's a nice old lady :)
went down to william's house again. and we slacked till 8pm where the guys went to a friend's bday party. william took forever to dress up!!!
i met up with sis and cousin for second round of dinner at billy bombers.

bb called after the meal and said i could meet him already cos they were bored at the party. took a cab down to william's house again, i was elated vanessa could join us too :D mahjong and blackjack through the night till about 5am.
had prata with bb hanjie and van after that.
we reached home at abt 6am. bb and i tidied the whole house till 7am before we went to sleep!

Third day of CNY
bb had a nice surprise for me in the morning. he came up to the room and woke me up with breakfast in his hands :)
after washing up, we went down to vivo to shop a little and we had marche for late lunch.
sarah joined us at night and we had steamboat at his house. its nice to see bb hanging out with my bestfriend :)

Today
we nua-ed at home the whole day after breakfast.
haix. im gonna miss bb so much. he finally booked in again.
we spent 10 days straight tgt. and i stayed over at his place for so long. and its so nice that we had the whole house to ourselves.

2008-02-06T15:02:00.000-08:00

friday: xingheng brought us to his new penthouse at lavender. magnificient view of singapore. there's a huge balcony in one of the rooms and there's a nice view of the city. you can even see the ferris wheel from his house :) and from the living room, we could even spot parkway.
slacked at william's house later and we watched dvd.
bb stayed over at my house that night :)

saturday: went to bb's BMT friends' birthday parties. was kindda boring. bb stayed over at my house again.

sunday: went shopping for bb's cny clothes. he got himself a polo ralph lauren shirt and energie belt.
met up with gwen later and we went for gap's chalet at sentosa. we left early cos i didnt feel very comfortable there :/

monday: had reunion dinner with bb's family at his house. met up with william and co later for supper. enjoyed talking to william cos he's so funny!!
stayed over at bb's house tt night.

tuesday: got up early and bb sent me to sch and i was early for the first time in this semester :D bb used the sch gym and computer lab while waiting for my lesson to end. sweet :)
bb joined my family for reunion dinner at river view hotel. the food there sucks.
he didnt wanna go home early so we used our angbao money and we went to arab street for shisha. went to mustafa after that. stayed over at his place again.

wed: bb woke up early for a morning jog while i sat and watched :) went to parkway after that to fetch his dajie. today is the first time i see his dajie. looks just like him. had feifei wanton mee cos angmoh wantonmee is closed for the day :( had a carwash later. and im finally at home now :) gonna meet baby tonight again......

2008-01-29T00:07:00.000-08:00

last weekend was good :) han decided that we shouldnt take afternoon naps cos thats just wasting our time. (yes. i so agree!)

went to eski bar with bb, william, hanjie and dearest vanessa. i was so glad vanessa could join us. had fun. im really glad tt i feel comfortable ard bb's friends. dont really like being ard his army friends though.

stayed over at bb house as usual and we woke up early(cos he said we shouldnt spend our day sleeping) :( i was really tired, and i woke up still in a daze. met up with xingheng and we had angmoh wanton mee again. its almost like a weekly routine.
joined william and the rest later for pool.

i got super super sleepy later and i felt really stoned in bb's sauna-like-van. after dinner at geylang we went back to his house and had a good cold bath. booked in soon later :(
and he's off for field camp tmr for 4 days. dreadful.

2008-01-24T14:06:00.000-08:00

im finally done with PORM project. now we're left with RA2. i hope rayson and jingfu are somewhat done with it.

have not been getting enough sleep for the past few days thx to projectsss. im going to sleep real early tmr. and thinking about having to wake up so early on saturday for commskills test is just dreadful. i cant wait for it to be over. and bb is booking out on sat night. cant wait to see him again. i miss him so much. and i get reminded of bb everytime i look at the blueblack on my arm. its getting uglier. it looks yellow now -_-

and im going shopping with van and sil tmr :) cant wait. i have not shopped since i returned from genting which is really long!

2008-01-20T23:44:00.000-08:00

friday started off so horribly. but bb, im glad you dragged me back to your house:)

had dinner with his friends before they left for illusion. we met up the next day and he told me abt what happened that night and i felt affected and that left me unable to get to slp. felt like i was wasting my time getting affected when i know that he loves me, so i joined him in his slumber.
we woke up at abt 10 and his dad drove us to tampines mall and later spent quality time at his house all the way till he booked in.

sigh. and im starting to miss him already.
just put down the phone with him and he's getting me excited for the trip to malaysia.

2008-01-18T03:30:00.000-08:00

so here's another round of late night project chiong-ing. but im doing it at home this time. cos my eyes are killing me.

i hope i can go to bed earlier than 7am cos bb is back and i hope to spend some quality time with him before he books in again. but i predict that we'll spend the day napping again, esp now that im still up at 3am despite the sore and itchy left eye :(

arhhhhhhhh.
:( i hate late nights. esp when i stay up to do projectsss. cos i do not like waking up late nor do i enjoy feeling stoned the whole day.

2008-01-14T07:35:00.000-08:00

im typing this at baoyi's living room using andreas's laptop. both of them are sleeping like pigs now. we just gave up on comm skills project. we started since 11pm and we did the whole night through till 7am. quite proud of ourselves cos we managed to complete about 80% of it in one night. we're always so last minute.

im really beat now but i cant get to sleep :(
i regret not sleeping more with bb in the afternoon.

after the dinner last night, bb went thai disco with william and co again. he drank so much again :( i know he had horrible hangovers but he still came and pick me up for breakfast.

and he taught me to cook lotus soup with the peanut and chicken :D he also steamed chicken breast meat. and so that was our dinner.

hmmm. sent me home after dinner and off he went to book in :(
and so, here i am taking a break from project. hur. cant wait till we finish all the projects..

2008-01-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

baby booked out early today. so his daddy fetched us to bedok market for breakfast and also bought alot of fishes and prawns for han's 21st bday dinner.

took a nap at his house before picking xingheng up then heading to william's house to slack for abit.
bb then drove the 7 of us to dinner, in his camry. not van :/ squeezing at the back of the car with 4 big guys.

dinner was good and i was so so full. and i still feel pretty full now :(
so bb sent me home after dinner and went to drink with the guys laterr.

i drew a small portrait of bb. glad he likes it :)

2008-01-07T01:37:00.000-08:00

have not updated for a couple of weeks. so basically, i spent all my holidays and weekends with my dearest boyfriend, caught up with hazel and worked very little.

and i've got a laptop on my table. and my table is just next to my bed. ahhahha. so shiok. dont have to worry abt disturbing my bro anymore.

i experienced ups and downs with bb over the past weeks. but i feel that all these good and bad days got us to know and understand each other better. it also made us stick more to each other. feel kindda dependent on each other now.

we spend so much time tgt when he gets to book out :)
and we have been staying over at each other's house everynight. but he went drinking last night and i felt kindda funny that i had to sleep alone on a weekend. was really glad that he still came over to my house after drinking even though he always complain that my room is stuffy and warm. but i was glad he didnt complain and sleptthe whole night through :)

2007-12-23T22:04:00.000-08:00

went down to orchard with baby last night. had a little gathering with some of his army friends.
his friends dined at pasta cafe while we had economical chicken rice. so much tastier and much more filling :)

some of them wanted to watch soccer match, so chilled somewhere while the rest drank. and again, i enjoyed listening to the boys bitching around. haha. reminded me of the bitchings during secondary school days. i kindda miss hazel and sarah now.

had prata after that. then baby drove almost all of them home! sis called and asked han to send her home too! kindda irritated when she couldnt give us the exact directions.
yes. and baby stayed over at my place :) but.. he didnt sleep well :( so i doubt he's ever coming to my house to sleep again.

woke up early and joined his daddy for nice breakfast at bedok again :)
then went back to his house and baby slept for the longest time!! again!!! i got really bored and abit irritated. had a strong urge to go home and doing something more productive instead of waiting for my sleeping beau to wake up. im glad he sensed my little bit of dulan-ness and talked it out.

and im really happy tonight :)
baby drove me home and stayed at my house for awhile cos it was pouring. my family wanted to dine at the coffeeshop downstairs. but he initiated to drive us to bedok for dinner :) my family enjoyed the dinner. he even sent granny home :D
meant alot to me.

tmr's gonna be a better day cos its xmas eve tmr :D :D :D
hmmph. im really sleepy now. lacking alot of sleep. and its not even 11!

2007-12-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 17TH, TZEPIN AKA GAYBOY!!!

hey big young boy. yes. and you celebrated your bday with the gappers again. im glad that you enjoyed yourself last night. you looked really happy, i got a video to prove it. heehee. thanks for companying me home every time after work and having a good listening ear yea. you can continue sharing with me your troubles too. im all ears :)

yep. celebrated tzepin's 17 at party world with about 20++ of our colleagues. had a good time bonding with a few of em. was so good to see winston and harni ytd.

reached home at abt 530 and baby woke me up at 1030. he woke up earlier than me again!

went down to joochiat later and had angmoh wantonmee.

felt like a pig cos we went home to sleep after breakfast :/

cant help it. i was really beat and baby loves to sleep.

feel kindda worried abt projects cos im not doing anything abt it. tsk. im so not motivated for school. im studying only for my parents sake. this is bad!

2007-12-20T19:08:00.000-08:00

baby came back from phuket ytd and he bought me some pretty things :)
im glad he enjoyed his trip. my trip to genting was so-so. i enjoyed the sleeping part best.

im liking han more and more each day. felt really happy when he was there for me the whole night at the bbq and him being there at my family gathering.

sometimes it feels weird that things have turned out this way over the year.
gonna treasure every single moment of it.

2007-12-12T21:48:00.000-08:00

my baby is finally a Private, no longer Recruit Kim.

woke up super early today to attend his POP. and i skipped my test and i just went to the doc to keng an mc :/
waited for quite some time for his parents at the interchange. and i was surprised to see william and xingheng too. han kept saying they wont be able to get up so early. i was happy to see them cos i know han will be happy to see all of us there.

the pop was similar to brother's. the only diff was it's my boyfriend this time.
all of us had the very nice wanton mee after the ceremony. it was super damn spicy. haha.
headed to xh's house to make a birthday card then headed to william's house for a short while and koped a couple of yakult before heading back to baby's house to have a nap.

got up in the evening and joined my family for dinner while baby went for his friend's bday party.
cant wait for tmr's test to be over. gonna enjoy myself :D

-off to study!

2007-12-10T20:57:00.000-08:00

sunday didnt end well for me and baby.
:(
but im glad things worked out.

im just really glad and kindda confident that he's no longer the han i knew in gap. he's changed so much over the year. it makes my head spin everytime he tells me abt his past. but i gotta give him credits for how much he has changed. for the better.

year 2007 started off so badly for me. things only turned for the better last month when i could finally breathe easy.

and baby. i hope im not beside you when you're reading my entries. cos it makes me blush!

anyway. its just 2 more days before your POP. and im gonna be there!! :) :) :)

2007-12-06T19:15:00.000-08:00

my baby's coming back tmr.

and im getting butterflies in my stomach!

my week hasnt been going on that pleasantly;

received shit from customer for someone else's mistake.

and bumped into a parasite at the taxi stand :(

even though you're not anywhere in singapore,

you were still there for me to share my unhappiness with.

you're so fabulous.

you made me blush while at work last night when you called the second time.

baby baby i wish you were here right now.

i'll nv nv leave you so dont you leave me.

2007-12-02T00:24:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY

had shop meetin early in the morn at 9 at wisma outlet. had a hard time peeling myself outta bed. this is the first shop meeting that i've ever attended out of the 1 year that i've been working in Gap. hee.

work ended at 3 but i had to wait for gwen. i waited for so long i might as well have done a full morning shift. we didnt have a meal in the end cos i was running outta time. han was gonna book out soon!

i rushed home and took a quick bath and darted out and i had the hardest time trying to flag for a cab. the wait was so agonising. anyway, han was already at the bus stop waiting when i reached. we took a cab to his house and lost his 11b on the way. thats the worse thing that could happen. cos he got into a foul mood and i didnt like that :( but im glad his mood improved shortly after.

we caught Enchanted at princess. pretty cute show. han slept in the theatre and his snore was kindda loud. as soon as the movie ended, we headed back to his house and slept in the living room. it was so much comfortable than his sister's bed :)

SATURDAY

woke up at 7am!!! cant believe i woke up so early. lazed around his house and he told me to sleep in his room cos i got tired. when i woke up at around 2, his sis told me he went over to william's house and i had to go home myself :( felt so awkward.

i continued sleeping at home and got up at 7 to meet hazel and bernard at vivo for dinner. had a good time with them :) they're such lovebirds. couldnt stop thinking of han everytime i look at them. i miss han so much even though we've been separated for only about one quarter of the day. i just cant wait to be with him again tmr.

2007-11-25T23:58:00.000-08:00

after full shift on saturday, i went home instead of serangoon. and that got me into shit with han. i made him wait for hours. sorry!

han was lazy to open the gate for me cos it was already pretty late and he was half asleep. so i had to stay over unwillingly.

woke up early and had breakfast at bedok with his dad. i had a very hard time finishing my wanton noodle cos it was super spicy. i forced myself to gulp down most of it.

walked around the neighbourhood and market before we headed to my house to take a bath and returned to his house again for steamboat with william and co. i felt pretty accomplished after washing up all the plates, bowls etc. mom would be so proud :)

after sending william and co off, we went back so han could prepare to leave for army.

yeap. so his dad dropped me off at uncle jeff's house. and i finally met baby isabelle!

she's so much more smaller and cuter than ayden when he was a newborn. cant wait for her to get a lil older like ayden.

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was talking to han on the phone moments ago.
hee. okay. you said you read my entries everytime you book out.
i spill my thoughts out better here, so here are the things i want you to know.

okay. just wanna let you know that im sorry about last night yea. you made me feel so horrible! i wanted to jump out of your car when we were at kovan! when you stopped the car to get newspaper, i actually planned on walking to jerene's house and maybe cry my heart out to her. i felt so stupid ending up at your house after that! but i still wont say that i regretted going home first!

i cant believe that i gave in to you so easily. hmph.
i wanted to tie you up to one corner of your sofa so you could stop irritating me. haha. but i guessed it was your talking that got me into forgetting about what you said to me when you were angry.

2007-11-23T22:54:00.000-08:00

just one more full shift at work tmr and i'll get to spend my day with han!!
i can't wait!!!!!! its going to be such a dreadful day tmr. regretted to agreeing on a full shift tmr :(
han's the sweetest boy ever :)

anyway, i just recovered from my fever ytd. i've been falling sick every other week :/ and i paid for my own medical fees. boo.

anyway. for the good news. aunty hazelle gave birth to baby isabelle a few days ago :D :D went over to her house just now but baby isabelle is still in the hospital due to jaundice. but it wasnt a wasted trip cos ayden was at home :) he's a big brother now.

i tried converting blogging to livejournal cos sheena recommended. but its so complicating. haha. so blogger it is.

2007-11-19T21:40:00.000-08:00

spent my friday, saturday and sunday with han.
out of these 11 months that we've known each other, this boy has never made me this happy before. friends are telling me that this wont last.. that a leopard doesnt change its spots.. but im sure this time it's different.
yes. we quarrelled a lil on sat night. but after hearing what you said to me outside shaw tower and in your kitchen just makes me like you more and i've never felt this secure with you before.
i want this to last for a long long time han.
:)

2007-11-14T01:22:00.000-08:00

its already the second semester of school. but i still hate school. i cant seem to make myelf like it.
i like my classmates. but school is just dreadful. how siol. i got two more years to go.

i took bus 30 to work today like i did. the bus journey feels different this time round. its so much lighter and i had a good sleep. i used to think alot abt the unhappy things. but right now, everything's really pleasant :) i've been a happy girl for the past weeks. i just hope everything stays the same for long, so i can prove to some of my friends in gap that im right this time round :)

anyway, went home with omar after work. i love working with this guy man. he is not shy about anything and i really enjoy talking to him. i was telling him that i thought he was some proud guy on his first day of work. he's actually overly friendly and treats you like a buddy :( im so sad that its gonna be his last day working at gap on saturday. gonna miss this big guy and his stories and how he always tries to irritate/scare me while im stoning and laughing at me while i try to reach the signboard and also how he threatens to pull my zip down when im wearing only my jacket :/

anyhow.. its 1am now and that makes it 2 more days before han books out again :D

2007-11-11T21:27:00.000-08:00

haha. rachel.
yes. ofcos i rmb.

i rmb you got transferred back to gap vivo. i thought you looked pretty dao. haha. and han thought you looked proud! hahahhaha. gosh.
and the korean sausages at basement 1 and then the conversation we had at vivo mart. hee. yea. i guessed thats when we got closer and then we started conversing in very personal stuff.
haha. and rmb you told us you went for a chalet and you wrestled with your friends and ending up with blueblacks on your neck. ha. what bullshit.

han and i were also talking about us when we first started. haha. he remembered so many things. hee. started off with us being stationed at denim section. he made me and qiaoshuang laughed like crazy with his jokes. and then going for breaks together. asking me out after that. and thats where the rollercoaster ride started. when we first got tgt last year, i knew that we will not last. and pulling through till he enters army was out of the question too. and i cant believe that after one year, han is still there.

this one year that we spent tgt wasnt all that nice and happy. but han, i really dont know what made me wait for you. even after all that has happened. i miss you!

yuwei and company. im sorry i couldnt join you guys. i feel so guilty. paisehhhh.

2007-11-07T23:50:00.000-08:00

today's a good day :D
spent time with many of my loved ones.

woke up early this morning. headed to grandpa's house. my gma's death anni, according to the chinese calendar. its been 2 years since she left.

so anyway, went down to my secondary days hang out place-- serangoon gardens. it's been a long time since i went there. finally got to spend some time with hazel and sarah :) had a good time catching up with each other.

rushed home shortly after and then went down to pasir ris to wait for han :)
he slimmed down so much! haha.
his daddy drove us home and waited for his friends to join us for dinner.
and i am so glad he likes the teeshirt that i got him :D
so after steamboat with his friends and family, we slacked in the living room watching tv. then sent me home before they head to william's house.
had a good time with him :)

im so looking forward to see him again.!

2007-11-05T19:23:00.000-08:00

dined with my dearest sarah last night. hazel couldnt join us cos she hadta send bernard off to taiwan.

and i tell ya. bernard is the sweetest boyfriend ever. he texted me before leaving for taiwan. he said he's leaving for taiwan for awhile and he asked me to company hazel while he's gone.

awwwww. isnt my gf lucky to have him :)

so anyway.. sarah and i had a good chat and caught up on each other's life.

it's amazing how fast time flies.

-baby ayden is already 1.

-and he's gonna be a big brother real soon.

-my sis finishes her o's today. feels like its just ytd when i received my o levels results.

-my bro is done with NS!!!

-i've been working in GAP for a year! i planned to work there for 4 months previously!

Ayden about 3 days old...

Ayden one year old!

his birthday cake is so cute!! he's a lucky lil boy. this is actually his second birthday cake. his first birthday cake was $260!!! a figuring of mickey mouse which han and i had a hard time eating. haha.

my uncle and aunty spent a bomb for his birthday party!

han is finally booking out tmr!!! i can hardly wait!!!

2007-10-29T18:40:00.000-07:00

i just popped an ondeh ondeh into my mouth and the black sugar literally shot outta my mouth after i took a bite. haha. and that gave me a shock.

hmm. and now the ondeh ondeh got me thinking abt the malay tutu kweh han got from geylang serai yesterday. i love the black sugar in it!

so today, i woke up early and headed for school to buy some lecture notes. later on, when my classmates headed for tut, i went down to tampines mall to get a cake and a sunflower for lovely vanessa. it's her 17th birthday today :) it was still early when i reached and i had abt one and a half hour for myself. so i went down to starbuck's and got my favourite java chip and read my book :) surprisingly, i kindda enjoyed myself it was a good book.

so anyway, i rushed down to school when they had their breaks. and yea, we did the usual singing and cutting cake ritual. hope she liked the sunflower i got her :)

im sure everyone agrees with me that vanessa is really adorable. haha.

HAPPY 17TH , VANESSA!

2007-10-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

it was nathanael's wedding yesterday. it was a simple church wedding and also my first time seeing his bride. had good bonding with my favourite cousins, racheal and shaun.

headed down to town after that with them and the fever returned again :(

today was a pretty fine day. spent my whole day with him after breakfast with my family. i went to the docter also. and i got 2 days mc :)

despite the bad throat, i still had prata, donuts and mcchicken. hee.

his dad dropped me off at hougang mall before sending him off to the camp.

and school tmr is going to be so dreadful. all the tutorials :(

2007-10-25T13:25:00.000-07:00

i finally finished reading My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult and i love it!
and i am so excited that they're gonna make a film out of it, starring Cameron Diaz :D it's gonna be great.
the ending is so unexpected and so so so so sad :(

so now, im gonna move on to To Kill A Mocking Bird that jon bought me :)

went home with tzepin after work ytd. as usual, i enjoyed talking to this big boy. just like fuchun, he's a good listener and we share everything with each other.
and fuchun dotes on me the most. supposed to stay back for night job yesterday, but he told me to go home :)

French starts at 4 later. kindda excited for it. but i hate it that lesson starts late and its gonna end at 7. urh. dreadful.

pay is finally coming in tonight or tmr. im finally gonna have some stable income for myself again! ive been asking for money from dad for too many times despite the daily allowance.
cant wait to go shopping!

its funny to see heather marks posing sexily in lingerie. i've always seen her as a doll.

you may recognise her from this advert.

2007-10-22T22:33:00.000-07:00

i peeled myself outta bed this morning. felt as if i was velcro-ed onto my bed.

so i rushed to work while i was half asleep. still half asleep when the shop was opened and when i rushed to school after work. i slept soundly while in the train to tampines. and still half asleep when i was in class. slept soundly on the way home and knocked my head on the window a couple of times.

i think i yawned a million times today

and im working again after sch tmr. i feel so hardworking. but i dont see the money. dammit. im broke as hell.

this sucks.

anyway. im chatting with tzepin and jon on msn and they're making me laugh so hard!

tzepin cant stop sending us his voice clips. he kept saying datou datou datou datou. and big head big head big head. okay. thats my nickname in gap.

then jon started to draw like he always does.

so that's tzepin speaking into the microphone calling out my name again and again and again.

he just kept on doing it and sending us. his voice filled the whole room and my mom got so irritated. so i told him to stop.
jon drew this after that.

later on, tzepin did his famous RUBY RUBY RUBYYYYYYYYY. the song by kaiser chiefs.

he always sing that part. yea. only that ruby ruby ruby ruby part. and there was once i was serving a customer at the entrance. then i heard a very loud ruby ruby ruby. me and my customer immediately looked towards the cashier counter cos the sound came from there. yea. ofcos it came from the famous tzepin.

yea. and he couldnt stop sending us his singing. which was totally mortifying. cos my family heard everything.

anywayy, jon drew this after that.

it's of tzepin's mom complaining abt the noise.

tzepin said his mom is watching tv.

and that is botak jon using the com and on his screen is his drawing.

2007-10-21T15:33:00.000-07:00

i finally gotten my off days after working 7 days straight :)
so i stayed at home on friday and then headed down to jon's uncle uncle's wake at night. enling went too. of cos mel was there too cos the deceased was her father in law. yea and we played mahjong the whole night till enling got too tired and it was 530 by then. good thing FJ came down too cos he could ride me home :)

so the next morning i woke up early to meet han and his parents. had our breakfast at beach road then went on to get his army stuff. slacked around at his house then headed down to tanah merah safra club. Ayden's very first birthday :D han last saw him when he was only about 2 months old. and he's one year old already. time flies.

most of my relatives were already there when we reached. the bungalow was packed with so many people and babies, half of them whom i didnt recognise.

yep. then han and i had our dinner at the bbq pit and he started advising my cousin about strangers on friendster. it was nice seeing him not so tensed up :) yeap. and he left shortly after.

fuchun called me while i was on my way home and told me to join him, yuwei, ah bee and alex at the funeral again. yea. so i went again and we talked the whole night through till abt 5. yep. jon drove us back later :)

and i woke up at 11 plus today and met up with han to get his army stuff again. so im back home now and im gonna take a nap after this and head down to work. and tmr's gonna be the day when schools starts. damn. i dont like school :(

2007-10-12T00:21:00.000-07:00

i stayed at home the whole of today.

watched Apocalypto by Mel Gibson. and i enjoyed every bit of it! :)

and i was watching the videos i took in secondary school days. i really miss those times! i was so happy go lucky. ahaha. free of troubles. i slept early everynight and have dinner with my family everyday. i studied almost everyday too. i miss studying biology and memorising quotes from the poems so much. cant believe what i just typed.

i also miss walking to compasspoint with hazel, sarah and jerene from school. then we'll be seating at starbucks or yakun for our usual bitching sessions. if not we'll be mugging hard at serangoon gardens or the country club. haha. those days were really memorable :)

and in between lessons, we'll always visit the toilet. then the 3 of us will always be sitting together in the science lab for math. haha. and i had a mirror and we call it 'boss'. then sarah and hazel will always say 'amelia, boss please.' :) then we'll use it as the disco light, reflecting light into their eyes at the same time. hee.
and sarah and i always run down to the canteen when it was recess. hazel will kope our food here and there. if not she'll have her pineapple.
and before ensembling for the national anthem, we'll be seating at the basketball court updating each other about the latest gossips and also giggling while we people watched. teehee. those were the days.

2007-10-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

got back from work not too long ago.
joined the guys for supper at macs, my first time hanging out with all the new comers and hengsheng, the old bird. nicholas, jarryl, long hair john and kennedy. they're pretty interesting. i thought i'll never socialise well with the new comers. im glad i was wrong :)

so i missed the last train and had to take the bus. from harbourfront all the way to hougang. im glad tzepin texted me the whole journey through and i had my storybook and mp3 :)
these are the little things that make a dreadful journey lighter and keeps you from feeling awful about something.

and i finally got to work with faisal today. he's the one guy whom i can really pour my heart out to. and the problem that he's facing is almost similar to mine, i think.
and the advices that he gave are really good. he's sucha good guy. if my boyfriend were like him, i think i'll be the luckiest girl in the world. he's got the looks and the personality. eh. i think he looks like adam levine and adrian brody. check him out in the next issue of Female mag. hee.

my throat is seriously killing me. i think there are ulcers inside. it feels as if somebody is pinching my oesophagus everytime i swallow. oh. try coughing it out. it'll feel as if i swallowed a thousand sensor tag pins.

2007-10-03T04:09:00.000-07:00

RACHEL LIM, MY SAUSAGE!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!

JON TAN WEI CHUEN!

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY!

after work, bingbing, alex, ah bee and i went down to cine to join, the old bday boy, jos, gwen, yuwei and fuchun for kbox.

it was pretty fun cos i loved the company. they're the funniest people on earth! especially ah bee. he makes me laugh 24/7 and i have many many funny videos of him in my handphone.

and im very broke now, but im okay with that cos i had a real good time with all of them. they always make working at gap a joy. especially when yuwei is in charged.

they make me forget about waiting for replies from him the whole day and night.

2007-09-28T00:17:00.000-07:00

eh NICKY LIANATA!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY YANDAO KIA (urgh)!
THIS IS MY 4TH TIME WISHING YOU OKAY.
thanks for keeping in touch and also the phone calls. cos you make me laugh non stop with your stupid and dirty jokes! you're a really good friend :) and you're really honest. too honest!

anyway.
im still not liking my black hair :(
kennedy says it makes my head looks smaller though. tsk. cant wait to get it dyed again!

i cant wait to spend my entire saturday with you!!!!
2 weeks is way too long for me to tahan :(

2007-09-26T23:43:00.000-07:00

woke up pretty early today :)

had kfc for breakfast with my sis, bro and his gf(szeming). it's been a really long time since the 3 of us had our meals tgt.

yep. after breakfast, me and my siblings got a haircut. and the hairdresser said i looked very different now, compared to my secondary school days, which was just a year back. more mature okay. no longer a 14 year old looking kid hor! :D
urh. but justin told me last night that he thought i was 22. wth!

anyway, szeming dyed my hair. supposed to be dark brown, but it turned out really black!

my hair has never been this black before and i dyed my hair since back in secondary school days. so i think we're all not used to it yet, esp mom. she kept saying how funny i look, she prefers my hair light brown which i didnt like.
im trying to make myself like my current hair colour (i want it coloured soon though :/)

today was a good day. i had so much time for myself. esp so, now that my sup paper is done and im off from work. wee.
i had time to shave my legs and pluck my eyebrows and even got my hair trimmed and dyed. and im gonna cut my fingernails after this. maybe painting it too :)

HAN! you made me a very happy girl today.
:)

2007-09-25T13:38:00.000-07:00

work was good ytd, like it always have.

spent most of my day talking to omar. and i always enjoy talking to this irritating guy other than times when he makes fun of my height.
and he started to get me liking Kaiser Chiefs, i've nv really liked them. cos 'every day i love you less and less' is a really irritating song in my opinion.

and Omar got into the top 25 for Female mag eligible bachelor or something. Faisel is in the top 25 too. both of them are really good looking guys, they deserve it. im so so excited for them :D :D they're really down to earth and super funny guys, so the more they deserve it.

anyway, im finally done with sup paper! i can now finally sleep in peace.

im super sleepy. ytd was such a long day.
i rushed down to taka to get mooncakes after work.
then i faster flew down to tai keng gardens. by the time i reached there it was abt 830pm. and i tried to recall the way where han rode to his new house. wahh. i nearly gave up man. it was so scary there and i seriously couldnt find my way and i couldnt call him cos he was in army and i was too shy to call his dad.

and just as i was abt to give up, i finally finally realise i was just nearby. and what's more, han gave me the wrong address! good thing i spotted his bike!

so after passing her the mooncakes, aunty asked if i know my wait out. i said yea, but actually in my heart, i was screaming, NOOOOOOOO. haha. so i just figured my way out. haha. good thing it was easy and home was just nearby. i was so stoned when i reached home and i was too tired to study for sup paper. i hope i can pass.

2007-09-22T23:19:00.000-07:00

i feel so much better after that phone call.
after clearing every doubts and worries.

im gonna have a good sleep tonight, after one tormenting week.
:)

2007-09-22T22:21:00.000-07:00

khaihan!
come back soon.

it doesnt feel nice to be without you for so long.

2007-09-15T18:08:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 7am.

took a quick bath.

rushed to the bus interchange.

took 51 and arrived at han's house.

and i still thought i was pretty early cos it wasnt even 830.

we were supposed to meet at 9 in the first place. but when i reached his house, he's family was already in the car ready to go for breakfast.

i have not had breakfast this early in a long time. and i was forcing the super hot milo and meepok down my throat. haha. we then set off to pasir ris interchange.

everything was almost like a deja vu. like how we sent bro off to bmtc last year.

yep. anywayy, we were pretty early

we were people watching and laughing at all the geeky boys around him. and he was making fun of this paricular geeky boy with jeans worn super high. and it turns out that he's gonna be his bunk mate! hahahha.

han's bag was the biggest there. he brought so many things that he's not supposed to . one of the many examples is cologne. (wth. cologne for bmt) hahha.

and after getting to now each other for 10 months, we finally took a bus together for the very first time! and we only sat on a train tgt once too.

more photos in his dad's camera.
talking abt his dad's cam. hahha. it was funny how his dad forced him to take a photo before we went our separate ways. he was so embarrased cos other recruits were walking pass him. he kept saying he didnt want to but his dad kept insisting. so he had no choice but to forced out a smile. and his daddy was showing me that photo and saying how handsome he looked in that pic.

he walked us to the ferry terminal after lunch in the canteen.
and after a big big hug, we left for home while han still inside tekong. i feel kindda worried for him.
:(
and i miss him already.

he's not just another 20 year old boy.

and they taste just like my aunty's.

2007-09-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

its 5am right now. and im ultra tired.

work was crazy. stock out drove me up the wall. was supposed to go home at 630pm. but got extended till 4am.

i did all the scanning and packing till i got really pissed and showed my temper for the first time in gap. bahh.
poor kunyu who was helping me untag the merchandise had to suffer silently beside me. haha.

but ahh. im so glad that we're finally done with stock out after weeks and weeks of scanning, and untagging and pasting and writing and stepping on the sharp pins that we throw on the floor. and also paper cuts!!!!
:(

but its okay. cos i earned 100 plus today :D

ah. and i failed microecons as expected.
anyway D is a pass right? if it is, i cant believe i actually pass CSA. i didnt even study for it. muahahha. i was watching hostel2 the day before. hee. and my GPA is really horribly pathetic.

ahhh. sup paper. damn.

2007-09-11T03:04:00.000-07:00

hey sarah lee.

i apologise for overeacting and all in my entry. yep. we all make mistakes. and lets forget abt the past yup. sorry for everything.

moving on...

today's a looong day. well, so i skipped work(oops)

headed down to wisma in the morning where han finally got his pay :D :D :D after getting the cash, we crossed over to lucky plaza and had nice fish slice beehoon for breakfast.

yep. so again, we went to eunos to check out his bike.

and it rained in the morning, and that means a wet helmet. urghhh. and that is super disgusting/sick. especially after bathing and smelling really nice.

then your hair will get all wet and super flat and sometimes itchy. eek!

it was still early after that. so we went to my house to watch some super dumb hongkie movie. i nearly slept. yea. hhaha.

yep. so after slacking around till 6plus, he went off to meet his friends while i headed down to bugis to meet up with jon and eric. it was enling's big 21st!!

we got her a cake and a card. haha. super budget. but its heartwarming alright.

when ling finally knocked off from work, we had our dinner at tanqueelan street. fish slice soup again! but its okay. cos its really nice :) after we're done with our dinner, we had the cake cutting ceremony. and the four of us had a super hard time finishing up the cake. haha.

we had a good laugh watching ourselves force feeding the cake down our throats.

the cute couple.

after our heavy meal, we went down to mustafa. eric needed to get his office wear. and the clothes there're super cheap. and they also have interesting stuff there. one of it would be the gigantic stapler---

after all the walking, i was glad we could go home. it was 1am and i was in little india and i didnt quite like that. i was so glad eric's friend could drive me home. wee :D

2007-09-08T23:52:00.000-07:00

woke up pretty early today.
cos i was supposed to meet han at wisma at 11. but i took my time cos i knew he was gonna wake up late :(

so when he finally got up, i rushed down to orchard. and i watched him have his breakfast and we dropped by gap wisma to say hi to our friends there. :)
then we headed down to bukit merah to check out his bike. the one he wants to get is double the size of his sp! looks bulky and dangerous. im gonna miss his bike once its sold :(

anyway, i could tell that he really likes that big bike. i really wanna help him but i spent my last 70 bucks on his mom's bday present. gotta really save up. 18 more days to pay day!

so we hanged out at great world city after that. wanted to watch ratattouille but its left with the front row. i really wanted to catch it :(
i dont know about han but i had a really good time there at great world city with him today, though great world isnt a happening place. well i guess its the company.

had buffet with his family for dinner. it was his mom's birthday :)
han got so much veggie! and the veggie was full of garlic that it tasted like garlice bread. and my mouth still stinks of garlic :/ yea and eclipse really doesnt help freshen your breath.

anyway. work was good ytd. slacked big time!!

jon drew that on msn. hahha. pretty good eh. hhaah. i like that photo. it looks so happy and cheerful. anyway, that shuzhen, jon, myself and tzepin in the pic. we were carrying toddler's bag. tzepin couldnt fit into it! hahha. so he carried kid's sling bag. they're fun people to be ard with :D

2007-09-05T06:33:00.000-07:00

started work ytd. back to gap :(
so many many new comers! and im glad hengsheng's still around. he's been there since day one.

met up with han today. we went to haji lane again to check out his wallet again.

and we finally went shisha smoking at arab street!! we got the cherry flavored one and i thought it tasted quite like red bean. haha.

the ambiance there is really nice and laid back with the pillows and all. the food's good too. with the mustard sauce especially. and the waiter is really friendly :)

han kept showing off how much smoke he could puff out.
i wanna go back there soon then practice and compete with him the next time!
hee.

later he brought me to some place for nice hokkien mee. and i still dont know where that place is. when i asked him, he said its some sleazy place :/ he drove me home after dinner.

i really really dread the day he enters pulau tekong. he has been keeping me company every week now. he's that one guy who has been making me laugh, angry and cry for the past 10 months. especially since the nissan showroom days...
:(

2007-09-02T23:03:00.000-07:00

today feels like sucha long loooong day.

was on my way to the train station this afternoon and it rained! and the wind was so strong that i had a hard time keeping my dress down :( felt so uncomfortable. so i ran back home to change into something stiffer. haha.

after changing, i took my time to travel to lavender. ended up late :( and han got caught in the rain and his jeans were drenched while waiting for me! cos there's no shelter there at the carpark. im really sorry!!!!

we went to haji lane to check out the porter japan wallet he wanted to get. but most shops were closed :( so we headed down to.hmm. seriously. i cant rmb where we went next. cos he brought me to so many many places.

oh. we went to peninsular next(remembered after 15 min).

then to ann siang, fred perry shop.

after that while on the road to our next destination, we saw faisal and his gf. i recognised his helmet, its with the big star on the sides. miss faisal so much! miss all his shit.

yea. so our next destination was this neighbouring place where they sell this comme des garcons wallet but the shop was closed! anyway, i think its sucha weird place to set up a store like that. cos its a super lok kok place with all the ah pek shops around.

and then to queensway where he nearly got a pair of shoes.

then after that had our dinner. yu tou lu. some soupy fish dish at another place i didnt know where too. i really like going out with him cos he brings me to places i nv been before. and i really like that :)

anway, we went back to arab street to check out if the shisha place was opened so we could chill out. but it was closed. so many shops closed :( :( walked to bugis where he got me a pair of birkenstocks :D

oh and we had such a hard time looking for a toilet there without long queues! my bladder was about to burst then! later we walked back to check out the shisha place again. nope. still closed. boo.

so he sent me home after that. and the way home was so scary. there were so many indians on the road and he had to honk so many times. they were like so near us and he was afraid that the indians would bash him if he honked one more time. hha.

and right now, both of us are really tired. and its not even 11 and i think im going to bed anytime soon.

may be hunting for his wallet again tmr (:
and meeting up with polymates (:

2007-08-26T00:36:00.000-07:00

its the exam week and i finally get two weeks off from work :) haha. this is my first time having sucha long break.

cant wait for exams to be over. and im finally gonna meet my primary school friends on friday :) its been so long! they're gonna celebrate my super belated birthday. gonna be weird. cos my bday's long over.

i miss my girlfriends so much!
there're so many things that i wanna do when exam's over. but i hafta work! damnnn.

oh and i just saw kenji on tv! haha. and i cannot believe that Allen Roche is voted for the channel u show.

aiyer. and the passerby on my tagboard. stop passing by here lehh. you can always take another lane :/

2007-08-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a pretty good day.
woke up with a major headache and i felt like throwing up big time. what a way to start off on my birthday. i think its cos i slept for too long. so i cleaned up and forced myself down to get 8 ice creams. had huge cravings for the lime one. and kay lyn cooked me the spiciest maggee mee on earth. haha.

later, i rushed down to get some stuff from body shop then cabbed down to wisma to meet han. and when i alighted from the cab i accidentally scratched another driver's car. oops.
anywayy, han exchanged a 20 dollar note for me and i dont think im gonna use it :) he didnt allow me to fold it.

so when he got back to work from break, i shopped ard alone cos hazel dearest was late. it wasnt that bad. when gf finally reached, we cabbed down to her house and changed up. and we changed our plans for that night. we decided to skip class gathering and krunk. decided to dine at sushi tei with my two dearest girlfriends and bernard. cabbed down to amk hub after that cos rachel insisted on me going there so she could pass me my supposedly big bday present. haha. miss this girl big time.

cabbed back home to cut my chocolate banana bday cake from han. it was a quick one. and dad finds it weird why i dont want a big party this year. anyway, hazel changed dress again. so we ended up wearing each other's dresses :)

cabbed down to mos after that. and for more than a year, sarah and i always felt uncomfortable around bernard. but im really glad we dont feel that way anymore. im sure gf is happy abt that :) even my dad is full of praises for him. haha.

love my girlfriends to the balls!! (quoted from sarah)

2007-08-07T06:03:00.000-07:00

my poly mates celebrated my bday last saturday after watching andreas's dance competition. he emerged champion anyway :D super proud of him. vanessa, silvia, jas, yunfong, jiayu and i went to crazy elephant to have our supper. and they requested the live band there to sing me a bday song. it was a really good surprise. we headed down to haagen-dazs after that. and andreas joined us, tgt with his family. his daddy treated us to the ice cream :)

we're finally over and done with MF(marketing fundamentals) project!! im so damn glad. and esther was so damn helpful :) she helped us out for the project.

so our grp celebrated last night. watched Flashpoint at tampines mall with vanessa, silvia, baoyi, esther and andreas. esther and vanessa left after that and jingfu joined us. later we stayed over at andreas's house for the 4th time. mahjong session this time. even when i had only one hour of sleep the previous night.

and i was supposed to go to work today. but was too tired. teehee.
so han celebrated my birthday with me today :) he's real sweet.
dread the day he goes army ):

2007-08-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

its been a month since i last blogged. and so many things happened.

i feel so stressed right now. marketing project is killing me. i thought we were almost done with it. but!! it turned out that we did everything wrongly. how fucked up can things get. and we even stayed over at andreas's house to do it. twice. boo. i wanna just lay dead on my bed.

you sat me down on this roller coaster ride for the past few weeks, or rather the past 9 months. i wanna get off this ride you've put me on, even though its thrilling most times. my heart is abt to blow. maybe i shouldnt have stepped into this amusement park at all.

2007-07-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

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they do meet ups too.

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2007-06-24T01:31:00.000-07:00

last minute night job on friday. folded like crazy till 8am.
it was good bonding. yea. only 7 of us were there. gwen, brandon, joey, nicholas, ainun, joslyn and myself.
all of us gathered at the counter at 6am and folded man's teeshirts. haha. i was still super awake then. cos nicholas says the funniest things on earth and his expressions are really hilarious too. hahha. i know its mean but yea, i do think he looks pretty psychotic :DDD
there was major politic shit going on during breakfast. haha. im neutral about it. but haha, nicholas was super agitated. it was a funny sight.
and brandon saw his student at mac's. his student called him mr quek. walaueh. still cant accept the fact that he's a teacher.

and i went back to work at 6pm on the same day.
work wasnt bad with enling ard at gapkids. she makes me laugh all the time with her dirty jokes and insults.

1+more months to my bday. i cant wait to be 18!

2007-06-15T00:43:00.000-07:00

have been working for the past 3 days. yes. i wanna work more. i want money badly :(

i saw so many many dresses that i really really like :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

and so many of my friends still owe me money. return!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway, work aint bad. ive decided to like the entrance once again.

cos there's nothing for me to do there :) other than a few greetings. muaha.

okay. so during break times, some of the guys like to cosy up at the baby's section in the storeroom.

jon wrote all that! he's the meanest!!!

and i stated before that jon always take photos of others in the dark. see>>

and i caught him!

and look at that boy beside me. he's actually 21. hah. he looks younger than me. and he's a relief teacher. damn.

2007-06-07T00:17:00.000-07:00

im going :)

2007-06-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

what i've been doing recently..

went to jiacheng's party.

brought my favourite girls along :D rachel, carol and gang didnt wanna go :(

anywayy. it was really nice to see sarah chan again. miss this girl.

and of course it was nice to see javier, kahwai and qingjie again. the slackers of gapvivo.

alright. so the next day, me and my family went down to vivo to look for a skirt for sister so she can look girly on adrian's wedding day. yea. she tried on some. but got none. whats the point of spending on something she'll wear only once?

yea. and we tried dad's new camera phone he bought on the same day.

yes! and the wedding day :) adrian is a husband now. im super happy for him.

and after that, the gfs, the cousin and myself cam whored a lil in the ladies.

after the wedding, my uncle drove me down to timbre to celebrate hazel's big 18th!!

after giving receiving so much directions from bernard, my uncle still couldnt find his way there! but he still found it at the end :)

yea. and the next day, my uncle went to try out for 'live the dreams'. i thought he was alright. but he didnt get in :(

yea, daddy and i went to support uncle jeffrey :)

yes! and today after POM test, i went to meet up with jon and hazel. had a pretty good time with them. ahaha. and i finally caught jon on the camera. he can definately pass off as a papparrazi. he's always taking photos of us secretly! what an ass!!!!!!!!!!!

see. he always take photos on the sly :(

2007-05-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

wowwee.
i am super happy cos ive got my fave song in my mp3 :D:D
yes. a song can make my day better. all that i've got by the used. its been such a long time since i heard this song. and also another happy song by the juliana theory :D
and another reason to be happy-- played with dearest ayden today!!
and also another-- good friend is finally happy :D
and-- i had dinner with mum today :)

anyway, had dinner with hazel dearest ytd. finally got to catch up with my gf. yes, we do meet during work and all but it wasnt enough. haha. so many things happened recently. ahh. cant wait to meet the rest of the girls next week.